Busy Bee Mama

Let's all get ready to cry a lot because April was full of cancellations. I'm a little late... but it still stands. Here is some heartbreak. On the other hand, there is some renewals. That's always a celebration. If you think April's list is bad... wait until I post May's. Cancellations Kingdom (Audience Network) - The upcoming 3rd season will be the show's last. Man Seeking Woman (FXX)  The Outsiders (WGN) Star Wars Rebels (Disney XD) - will end with the upcoming 4th season, to air this fall. Powerless (NBC) - Pulled from schedule. Sweet/Vicious (MTV) Renewals Falling Water (USA) - Season 2. A Series of Unfortunate Events (Netflix) - Renewed through season 3. Colony (USA) - season 3. Criminal Minds (CBS) - Season 13. Nashville (CMT) - Season 6. Grace and Frankie (Netflix) - Season 4. The Magicians (Syfy) - Season 3. The Path (Hulu) - Season 3. The Arrangement (E!) - Season 2. Fear the Walking Dead (AMC) - Season 4. Patriot (Amazon) -

Goals and Resolutions for 2017 Marathon/Run .  I would like to either run in a marathon or a fun-run type activity. I am not good at running or walking for that matter, so that is one thing I'd like to do in 2017. Niagara Falls .  The farthest north I have ever been is Connecticut. I would love to travel to Niagara Falls and just feel the mist on my face. Plus, I would love to drive on over to Canada. Maybe I'll do that one next year. Go to the beach .  As a person who lived near the beach for 14 years of their life, I never liked the beach. I went to one in 2015 (the Bahamas) and fell in love with it. I want to go this year with Jude since he has never seen a beach (except in pictures).  Toes in Lake Erie .  I do not know how sanitary or legal it would be. I want to stick my toes in Lake Erie.  A trip to Washington, D.C .  I have not been in a while. I mainly want to sight-see. Monuments and museums all day every day. Cruise .  Not particular on where or how long. I j

It's been a while since I've blogged. I've been struggling a lot, mentally/emotionally/physically. I don't think I have blogged in about a month (if not longer). This was a good outlet for me, but I started getting what I call "bad" again so I took a step away. I don't know what brought it on. Granted, mental illness does not need a reason to start causing issues as a person with depression does not a reason to be sad. It made me too terrified to drive. It made me lose interest in leaving the house. Anxiety/panic attacks were starting to come back. I started losing sleep. I started slacking in general. I wanted to just feel normal as most people that I talk to with mental illnesses do. Normal is a subjective word that has a different definition from person to person. I hate the feeling that sometimes I just want everything to stop so I can just stop feeling like crap. That is a dark thought that I push back into the back of my brain when I get "ba